Conversations

The Existential Files, 2017

In 2017 Matthew Smith and I, two psychologists and long-time friends, recorded more than sixty conversations about life, the universe and everything. Some were just the two of us. Most had a guest: philosophers, psychologists, sceptics, writers and scientists, among them Susan Blackmore, Chris French and Taner Edis. Sometimes funny, sometimes serious, sometimes profound even.

The book The Existential Files grew out of these conversations, and its chapter guide points to the moments each chapter draws on. The recordings themselves are all on YouTube.

All episodes

  1. #1

    The universe wears no knickers: can science answer the big questions?

    Louie and Matthew no guest

    The first episode. Can science answer existential questions? And does the universe wear knickers?

    Watch on YouTube

  2. #2

    Existentialism, the Necker cube and the illusion of “you”

    Louie and Matthew no guest

    Existentialism and the nature of existence; the Necker cube and the illusion of “you”.

    Watch on YouTube

  3. #3

    Mould behind God’s toilet: evolution, hedonism and the narrative self

    Louie and Matthew no guest

    Evolution on God’s toilet, hedonism, and what sets humans apart from other animals: the narrative self.

    Watch on YouTube

  4. #4

    Memes: the software of the mind, and why brains didn’t evolve to think

    Louie and Matthew no guest

    Memes, language and evolution.

    Watch on YouTube

  5. #5

    From sponge to Shakespeare: why your brain is a happy accident

    Louie and Matthew no guest

    More on the evolution of the brain. Also Cher, and armpit farting.

    Watch on YouTube

  6. #6

    What is an existential being? Cats, cows and the fear of death

    Louie and Matthew no guest

    What it means to be an existential being.

    Watch on YouTube

  7. #7

    The psychic beetle, and why there are still monkeys

    Louie and Matthew no guest

    Blogging, a parapsychology PhD, the psychic beetle, misunderstandings about this site, why monkeys and fish still exist, and Darwin’s voyage on the Beagle.

    Watch on YouTube

  8. #8

    The selfish gene: ants, altruism and a long line of copying errors

    Louie and Matthew no guest

    Altruism, social animals like ants, The Selfish Gene, and how genetic errors get passed on.

    Watch on YouTube

  9. #9

    The right to be lazy: work, utopia and H.G. Wells

    Louie and Matthew no guest

    Waking up and living the life; work and the right to be lazy; utopias and H.G. Wells; group psychology, Machiavellian intelligence and social loafing.

    Contains swearing | Watch on YouTube

  10. #10

    What counts as offensive? Swearing, and speaking from the heart

    Louie and Matthew no guest

    What counts as offensive: swearing and the salacious.

    Contains swearing | Watch on YouTube

  11. #11

    Groundhog Day, Nietzsche’s eternal return and the road not taken

    Louie and Matthew no guest

    A Groundhog Day episode.

    Watch on YouTube

  12. #12

    Coincidences, and the man who painted the future

    Louie and Matthew no guest

    Coincidences, and the man who paints the future.

    Watch on YouTube | Addendum on coincidences

  13. #13

    The silicon brain: SOMA, mind uploading and the replicant’s dilemma

    Louie and Matthew no guest

    Artificial intelligence, the game SOMA, the ethics of experimenting on consciousness, and existential questions seen through the mind of an AI.

    Watch on YouTube

  14. #14

    Monday morning angst: what’s worth doing with today?

    Louie and Matthew no guest

    What is the point of all these episodes? Existential angst, travel, risk and gambling, and the academic daily grind.

    Watch on YouTube

  15. #15

    Most Haunted: two parapsychologists on ghost-hunting TV

    Louie and Matthew no guest

    Academic parapsychology versus paranormal television: Most Haunted, Derek Acorah, The Blair Witch Project, and sceptics.

    Watch on YouTube

  16. #16

    The overview effect: pale blue dots, ants and an absurd universe

    Louie and Matthew no guest

    The overview effect, the pale blue dot, and how a change of perspective changes the existential questions.

    Watch on YouTube

  17. #17

    Where does love come from? A Valentine’s special

    Louie and Matthew no guest

    A Valentine’s Day special on the origin of love.

    Part one | Watch on YouTube

  18. #18

    The power of love: courtly love, Tinder and the brain’s own opiates

    Louie and Matthew no guest

    Love continued: courtly, contemporary, platonic and existential love, kinship, sex and sexuality.

    Part two | Watch on YouTube

  19. #19

    Do you believe in God? A conversation in a car

    Louie and Matthew no guest

    God and whether it exists, and why the universe exists at all.

    Watch on YouTube

  20. #20

    Taner Edis: why is there something rather than nothing?

    Taner Edis physicist and sceptic

    Why the universe exists, and whether that is even a fair question to ask of it.

    Part one | Watch on YouTube

  21. #21

    Taner Edis on weird science, trust and parapsychology

    Taner Edis physicist and sceptic

    The university course he teaches on “Weird Science”, and parapsychology.

    Part two | Watch on YouTube

  22. #22

    How old is sunlight? Photons, the drunkard’s walk and randomness

    Louie and Matthew no guest

    Light from the sun, photons, the two ways people react to facts, the drunkard’s walk and random processes.

    Watch on YouTube

  23. #23

    Peter Hankins on the hard problem of consciousness

    Peter Hankins author of the blog Conscious Entities

    The mysteries of consciousness, and the hard and soft problems.

    Part one | | Watch on YouTube

  24. #24

    Peter Hankins: why you can’t upload your mind

    Peter Hankins author of the blog Conscious Entities

    The Brain Preservation Foundation, uploading a brain to a computer, and why the universe exists.

    Part two | | Watch on YouTube

  25. #25

    What is positive psychology? Science, or smoke and mirrors?

    Louie and Matthew no guest

    Positive psychology, a subject close to Matthew’s heart. What is it, is it science, and can it improve people’s lives?

    Part one | | Watch on YouTube

  26. #26

    Is life worth living? Frankl, Clarence Darrow and good-enough psychology

    Louie and Matthew no guest

    Positive psychology continued, and whether life is worth living.

    Part two | | Watch on YouTube

  27. #27

    Nick Brown on the positivity ratio, and how bad science spreads

    Nick Brown PhD student and critic

    His critique of positive psychology, including the critical positivity ratio.

    | Watch on YouTube

  28. #28

    Itai Ivtzan on positive psychology, grief and post-traumatic growth

    Itai Ivtzan positive psychologist

    Positive psychology, PhDs, Viktor Frankl, growth, and second wave positive psychology.

    Part one | | Watch on YouTube

  29. #29

    Everything or nothing? Itai Ivtzan on meditation and meaning

    Itai Ivtzan positive psychologist

    More on PhDs, parapsychology, and the meaning of life.

    Part two | | Watch on YouTube

  30. #30

    Oren Harman on George Price and the riddle of kindness

    Oren Harman historian of science

    The Price of Altruism: the extraordinary and ultimately sad story of George Price, and his own take on existentialism.

    | Watch on YouTube

  31. #31

    The Million Dollar Psychic: can a sceptic become psychic?

    Louie and Matthew no guest

    The Million Dollar Psychic, paranormal experiences, and UFOs.

    | Watch on YouTube

  32. #32

    Chris French: how a believer became a sceptic

    Chris French anomalistic psychologist

    Anomalistic psychology and parapsychology, with Louie’s old PhD supervisor.

    Part one | | Watch on YouTube

  33. #33

    Chris French on the Million Dollar Challenge, and the meaning of life

    Chris French anomalistic psychologist

    More anomalistic psychology and parapsychology, then positive psychology and the meaning of life.

    Part two | | Watch on YouTube

  34. #34

    Susan Blackmore on memes, tremes and the illusion of consciousness

    Susan Blackmore psychologist

    Memes and tremes, technology and AI, consciousness and the self, drugs, hallucinations and altered states.

    | Watch on YouTube

  35. #35

    Yannick Jacob on existential coaching and positive psychology

    Yannick Jacob existential coach

    Suspicions about positive psychology, belief in God, spirituality, and existentialism.

    Part one | | Watch on YouTube

  36. #36

    Yannick Jacob on flow, surfing and existential resilience

    Yannick Jacob existential coach

    Who counts as an existential being, existential coaching, flow, risk and happiness, and how to live.

    Part two | | Watch on YouTube

  37. #37

    R. Scott Bakker on alien philosophy and the blind brain

    R. Scott Bakker fantasy novelist

    His paper On Alien Philosophy, blind brain theory, and consciousness.

    | Watch on YouTube

  38. #38

    Am I a nihilist? Existential crises and secular humanism

    Louie and Matthew no guest

    Existential crises, nihilism and secular humanism.

    | Watch on YouTube

  39. #39

    Misery in the Brain of the Earth Ape: you are not your past

    Louie and Matthew no guest

    Louie’s essay Misery in the Brain of the Earth Ape: biology and existence, the past and identity, and evolution.

    Part one | | Watch on YouTube

  40. #40

    Free will, responsibility, and laughing at the universe

    Louie and Matthew no guest

    The essay continued: free will and determinism, existential responsibility, morality, genes and psychopathy.

    Part two | | Watch on YouTube

  41. #41

    Our only listener asks the questions: evolution, nihilism and love

    Elizabeth Grant a listener, possibly the only one

    How the podcast is going, artificial selection, kinds of nihilism, love, and objective truth.

    Part one | | Watch on YouTube

  42. #42

    Philosophy, psychology and bad science: Elizabeth Grant returns

    Elizabeth Grant a listener, possibly the only one

    Popper and falsifiability, Vygotsky, psychologists’ motives, and positive psychology and happiness.

    Part two | | Watch on YouTube

  43. #43

    John Marmysz: nihilism, humour and laughing at nothing

    John Marmysz philosopher

    What nihilism actually is, humour as a response to it, and where existentialism fits.

    Part one | | Watch on YouTube

  44. #44

    John Marmysz on cinematic nihilism: Fight Club, Rollerball and Scotland

    John Marmysz philosopher

    His novel The Nihilist, and nihilism in the cinema.

    Part two | | Watch on YouTube

  45. #45

    The Tree of Life: Terrence Malick, dinosaurs and the way of grace

    Louie and Matthew no guest

    Terrence Malick’s The Tree of Life, and what it says about existence.

    | Watch on YouTube

  46. #46

    Ann Winsper: ghost hunting and electronic voice phenomena

    Ann Winsper PhD researcher

    Ghost hunting, electronic voice phenomena, and the ordinary explanations behind them.

    | Watch on YouTube

  47. #47

    Arthur Witherall: zero ontology and why the universe exists

    Arthur Witherall philosopher

    Why there is something rather than nothing, including David Pearce’s Zero Ontology.

    | Watch on YouTube

  48. #48

    Hayley Stevens: from ghost hunter to sceptic

    Hayley Stevens sceptical blogger

    Ghosts, ghost hunters, and scepticism.

    Part one | | Watch on YouTube

  49. #49

    Hayley Stevens on lake monsters, big cats and fake PhDs

    Hayley Stevens sceptical blogger

    Cryptozoology and fake paranormal researchers.

    Part two | | Watch on YouTube

  50. #50

    Matthew Alper: the God part of the brain, and who’s the bigger nihilist

    Matthew Alper author

    Religion as an evolved way of coping with the pain of existence, and a contest over which of them is the bigger nihilist.

    | Watch on YouTube

  51. #51

    Graham Farmelo on Paul Dirac, antimatter and beautiful equations

    Graham Farmelo science writer

    Paul Dirac, the strangest man in physics, and the questions his work raises.

    | Watch on YouTube

  52. #52

    Cal Cooper: bereavement, hope and phone calls from the dead

    Cal Cooper parapsychologist

    Bereavement, ghosts, and the place of hope.

    | Watch on YouTube

  53. #53

    Jeff Schaler on Thomas Szasz and the myth of mental illness

    Jeff Schaler psychology professor

    Thomas Szasz and The Myth of Mental Illness.

    | Watch on YouTube

  54. #54

    Emmy van Deurzen on existential therapy, Szasz and freedom’s limits

    Emmy van Deurzen existential psychotherapist

    Existential therapy, Szasz on mental illness, and politics as an existential matter.

    | Watch on YouTube

  55. #55

    Andy Martin on Sartre, surfing and watching Lee Child write

    Andy Martin writer

    Camus and Sartre, writing about Lee Child, and surfing.

    | Watch on YouTube

  56. #56

    Krissy Wilson on self-deception and why we all believe

    Krissy Wilson psychologist

    Why people believe in the paranormal: self-deception, placebo, and critical thinking.

    | Watch on YouTube

  57. #57

    Kate Sweeny on the upside of pessimism and the benefits of worry

    Kate Sweeny psychologist

    The costs of positive thinking, and the case for bracing for the worst.

    | Watch on YouTube

  58. #58

    Matt Colborn on bees, SETI and whether we’re at home in the universe

    Matt Colborn cognitive scientist

    Bees, machine learning, consciousness, and SETI.

    | Watch on YouTube

  59. #59

    Martin Seager: the only mental condition is the human condition

    Martin Seager clinical psychologist

    Mental health, the limits of psychiatry, men and gender, and whether psychology is a soft science.

    | Watch on YouTube

  60. #60

    Francis O’Gorman on worrying: a literary and cultural history

    Francis O’Gorman academic and writer

    Worry, and his literary and cultural history of it.

    | Watch on YouTube

  61. #61

    Brock Bastian: why pain matters to happiness

    Brock Bastian psychologist

    Why pain matters to happiness, how chasing pleasure backfires, and vegetarianism as a moral question.

    | Watch on YouTube

  62. #62

    Elisha Shapiro, the Funniest Nihilist, on the Nihilist Olympics

    Elisha Shapiro comedian and performance artist

    Nihilism, the Nihilist Olympics, and running for president.

    | Watch on YouTube